Turning 40

So, tomorrow is the day....40 is here. I am excited, sad & scared. I am excited because it is my birthday & I am going to see my friends at my Miche bag party. I am sad because my husband & soul mate won't be here to share it with me at such a big milestone. I am scared because what will the next ten years bring. It is scary to think about. This year alone, Christian graduates & will hopefully be on his way to being on his own & his own path. Ryan is a junior and Caiman is going to be a second grader. Life goes by to quick but it is what you make it & I am determined that there won't be a mid life crisis this decade, not like the last decade.