Today was supposed to be the day that Robert & the rest of his unit were to leave for Texas, but as mother nature would have it that was not to happen. The ground crews left today, but not the flight crews.

So, here is how the day went. Early wake up (2:50 am, couldn't try to sleep anymore), then off to La Grande to pick up Candy at her house. That was 5:00 am. Left for Pendleton in Candy's van, got to Pendleton about 6:10 am. Watched it rain & watched the crews for the first chalk load the helicopters, then the waiting began. First we were delayed until nine, then delayed until eleven, then it was decided that the helicopters were not leaving today due to weather here and on their route for the day. But the flight crews were asked to stay to watch the rest of the unit leave on the bus.

That was a weird feeling watching all the families say goodbye and realizing that 5 years ago we put Robert on a bus to leave and this time we didn't put him on it, but watched it pull away with other soldiers on it. Watching the families made me remember how it was for us last time. Seeing the young soldiers who will be deploying for the first time take all the time they could possibly have & then still not wanting to let go of that loved one was touching. And I know how they felt I was there 5 years ago. This time seems different. I know he's going but I also know that this is like one of his long schools just a little longer. I am trying very hard not to lose it in front of him or the boys and today it seemed like everything is going to be okay. We will see how tomorrow goes though.

I wish all my thoughts and prayers to those families who had to say goodbye today. We are so proud of your loved ones & you for your sacrifices. 363 and a wake up thats all we have.